the unthinkable


look at this picture..what can u tell?? hurm just wanna share my thoughts and experience..by looking at this picture alone im just scared though..hm actually this is how i end up 2 days ago in the garden at the back of my house.i just cant move n i just cant do anything..just lying there on the grass..hmm really scared that i wont be able to see the faces of my love ones...hm..Just wanna say that im thankful that i didnt die last 2 days..hm i dunno what happen actually it just sorta just happen to me like a strike of lightning..hm at that moment all i cant think of is sumone..Just remember that we dont know when is our time..just be grateful..





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Hm its only 15%..i cant even get up and stand on my feet..n hoping that u guys would understand me..but u guysw keep calling me..hm ive told u..i dont fucking give a damn..i jus got up and im fucking have this fucking headache..i might as well drop all these fucking subjects or the fucking course or even my fucking master..

MISS YOU


hm really miss u..i dunno how to express it anymore..sigh..hm wish if u could see thru me..
look at my heart..how i carved ur name in it to be the most priceless tattoo that ive ever made since forever...there's alot of change between us..i just wanna tell u that i miss u so much..

p/s : i really love u..miss u will all my heart..n yes i cant live without u..

N.I.T.M


not in the mood..sigh..why god why..
wish u could be here sayang..


New Family Member...



introducing the new additional family of mine..
hehe and the name is.. MAGINA JUNIOR..and i call him junior
his name was put up by my sayang..wekkk
love u both..hee

Dear God



ive always pray to god let us be together forever..NHJ..love u so much
ure my evrything...

L.O.V.E


"U're not perfect. Im not perfect either. but surely we're perfect for each other. I ♥ u" qouted by you sayang..

For four days in a row..ive been ur alarm/wake up call..and every time/morning i hear ur voice when u jus woke up, its just melt my heart out..My LOVE for u just grew big , bigger , enormous, colossal and  stronger everyday/time i hear u saying that u love me at every ending of our calls..thanks sayang for everything..

Ill dedicate all my life for u in every way..night and day..thank you for loving me..ill make sure this will last forever..trust in me, in my love..LOVE U SO MUCH