a fly jus went straight into my Mocha...SIGH !@#$%^&*(

"der takdak api ka?"

then he replied "xdak.."

then i sat in my room and finished my assignment..after a few while it was okay..then i waited till 3pm and yet there's no sign of the electricity coming back on..

lepakking at my moms gazebo for a while and at last i cant stand it anymore..y these days nothing happens without a notice????!!!then i got up and call the T** for further information on how this delay will be due..after a few chit chat..and the operator said dat its gonna be like 7 hours of breakdown..come on la..im doing sumthing and i f**kin need the freakin internet..sigh..i thought to myself.."i gotta go sumwhere with an internet connection...

well then here i am ..lepakking at Coffee Bean at Queensbay writing this up

peace yall...

a lil notice wont your damn company to loose Billions..

writing again with a hot milo and "pembunuh bersiri "

usually i never write this up..but jus wanna say dat i really missed you..sigh..huhuh

n thanks for spending time with me..LOVE u so much-LAH..

Who am i??

- im a guy who doesnt care much about wat ppl will do nor will say.dats just me living in my own life without anyone there for me..n i liked it dat way..if there's sum1 said dat they know me?well dats just to ease my mind.but the truth?? nobody knows me well accept for me n the ALMIGHTY.

- im a type of guy who doesnt use my brain when it comes in doing things..i prefer doing anything on a small thought..as long as its good for everyone n me.

- im a guy with a simple attitude..the kind dat easy to go around with ppl unless the ppl is absolute idiot.

- im a guy who doesnt like to be see by the rank of my family.if they had this rank dat everyone could be proud of..dats them n not me..i like to make my own way in my life..likewise i dont do the same towards other ppl either..come clean with me n ill accept u no matter wat class u r from..

- im not a fucking hypocrite in every fucking thing..dont fucking judge me.i dont hide myself if anything is not right n i do speak up n stand my ground.if u dont like wat im saying well i guess u just have to hate me from the inside...

Owh how i felt the same scene is repeating over and over again..have i done sumthing wrong in my life?or i accidentally messed up sum1's life like this??or maybe i was born to be this way..the guilt, the tiredness , the anger...the fact is i cant even think of any..but now?? hm feels like ive been crushed with a big pile of rock to my chest..i cant breath..GOD HELP ME..make me strong to endure all the blockage in my life..made me strong..

sigh..i havent slept well these few days..kucalana sunguh...dang...